Happy New Year xoxo

So, its New Years Eve today and Im puzzled as to whether 2011 was a good year or not! Compared to 2010 it was much better, in many ways, but then in some, not at all! Losing a family member is never easy, and this year we lost a great man, no words could ever express. I was forced to revisit pages from 2010 that I wish I could have closed the book, never to open again! We lost our pet dog, Rusta! And sadly there were could of beens that weren't!

On the good side of 2011, there were holidays back home to see family, there was a beautiful wedding, there was alot more family time than usual, there was a new car, the one that I had wanted for so long, there was a new house, I got back into the workforce, family for Christmas and a new puppy! Why would I be complaining?! All these wonderful things, and yet those couple of things seem to have outweighed the rest, leaving me with lots of questions about life, and what we are really here for, I guess thats not a bad thing, just somewhat annoying, I liked my ignorant life I once led.
Saying that though, I have learnt from all these things, the good and the bad, I am a much happier person now and can finally truely appreciate everything I have been blessed with.

I have no resolutions, for I am not one to follow them through, instead I have a few prayers and wishes for 2012 ... Here's to a Happy New Year to all my family and friends xoxo